I haven't enjoyed my job for a good few weeks now and I find myself thinking why the hell do I do this job? Then I realise that there is little more i can do at the moment, until I have a driving license my choice is extremely limited of where I can work. So I put up with bosses that just take the piss. I have booked a weekend away with my family for the first time in years and what do my bosses do, they book to go out to America at the same time so I can't go away.....why do bosses know how to really piss you off?

On the good side of life though I have been in contact with a guy for a few weeks now that just seems to make me smile, I never thought I would meet someone with so much in common with me. Everything from photography to motor racing to the countryside and even the same look on politics. This is great but this weekend I am going to meet up with him and I am really worried that I wont live up to what he is expecting, am I mad or just nervous?